Insomnia.

It's been awhile, but you know how it is.

Insomnia has been the best of me lately and I try to actually get back to my normal sleeping schedule. It sucks too because all I can do is just go on the computer or watch TV. Man, can anyone sneak over here sometime. Please&Thankyou.

College: Man that is a scary subject. To be honest, I don't think I'm ready for it. I'm still a kid at heart and it feel like reality is forcing me to grow up. I'm not a person to live in the fast lane, but more of the person who has the motivation of "slow and steady wins the race." College has so many opportunities that can make your dreams or completely crash and burn your future. For once, my life is not going to be handed to me, but for my own decisions. I just need to get in touch of my optimistic side and just hope for the better. You may never know, maybe there is a cute guy in the corner. Lord knows I've been patient (:

Gabby's dinner party is today and I think I might just shed some tears. It's crazy how I'm not going to see my best friend every week now. I can only get to talk to her on the phone now and that is just not enough for me. I feel like this summer I didn't get to spend much time with her, which I complained to her about. It's just that Ryan consumes most of her time. I might be always complaining about them, but it's just that I'm going to miss my best friend and it's going to be hard. I can't believe she is leaving in one week. I know that I told Jin and Rosa to take care of her, but I think I just need a shoulder to cry on. No more sleepovers, no more harmonizing music moments, it's just gonna be me here in Walnut. Bittersweet moment.


until next time,
Justine.